kalianalyticaldevine

Silently I sleep, Only to find you with me. Smiles and giggles, Secret looks and getting caught. A couch for two, just me and you. Woken by your kiss, but as i wake my lips are empty. Just another dream, just another illusion of the mind, a trick, a passage way to my dearest wish. Suddenly the distance sinks in like poison, killing me slowly. An addiction that has gotten to me quick. With you gone i ache, my breaths are short, my attention gone. Filled with emptiness for a boy i wonder feels this too. Silently i sleep, if only for awhile. Back in his arms, finally safe and warm. Back to the home i will never see, back to the home w

No matter how broken I feel, I still refuse to let the tears fall. Instead I push it deep inside, This bottle that lies, Inside my soul, Inside my heart, Inside myself. I fill it to the brim, Until it overflows, And emotions pour out- Niagra Falls. Every few years, That bottle, B R E A K S And emotions flow out- A tidal wave. It washes me away, And leaves me terrified, Cold, Numb, Broken. Yet, no matter how broken I am, I will never let those tears fall.